hahaha. i love end of sems. even it just means, papers will be due, reading week and exams to be had. but i had a really great end of sem!

went for dinner withthe pgp ppl and jonny. yif is like jonny grown up haha. we played catching at the playground, freeze and melt, obstacle course and swings!!!! so fun us :) then we had a lovely dinner crapping nonsense.. and played foos, chat then play more dodgeball and freeze and melt. haha.. which made my feet HURT. cuz i was running barefooted on the pavement stone thing at pgp.

then today.. went little india in a halter dress. NOT a good idea. anw.. was like oogled at by lecherous men. but anw had to made visa then go for la nuit blanche. so like was FUN tho.. went to have indian food.. and watched the indian movie clips from om shanti om? it has really hot girls and ugly men. then we were talking abt the movies we cry at. the guys cry at an AMAZING no. of films. hahahaha.

then i went carrefour to burn time with moniza!!! haha bought nuts! and cute wine haha... for reading week! and we looked at fishes :)

then went for la nuit blanche. walked in the dark to ulu fort canning.. but it qt fun cuz we did some pseudo clubbing. they cleared the tables for dancing and put on disco lights and were sitting down like good chinese students at first. then... francois comes up to us n jio-ed us.. so we went.. to pseudo-club! danced to 80's music mostly and french songs!!! the best part had to be from lady marmalade.. all us frenchy ppl and the real french ppl were chanting voulez-vouz coucher avec moi, ce soir.. and knowing exactly what we meant. so EXCITING. hahaha. was a fun day if not the for fact that i will never wear my dress again for a long time. cuz i was jio-ed by a bunch of LECHEROUS china men into a lift just now and they kept turning to stare at me while baochuan and i were walking behind them. i really wanted to puke.

ok so.. im like DEAD tired. haha. same as yest. mon cheri retourne le 22 avril :) je ne peux pas attendre!!!

i really dont know what to feel.

Tu allais à Boston et je pensera que nous… peut-être nous puissions attender quelque temps. Dans ce moment, je ne suis pas sûr. Mais, je sais, je voudrais que tu vienne à moi vitement.

haha. the night of nights. we did it :)

im so proud of all of us. despite the strong personalities, discontent, blatant nonsensical behaviour, ever0changing script and song and the politics and emotions behind everything, we managed to pull it off.. we couldnt have done better. tonight was the night of nights.

as grace, i wanna thank ppl in the following order:

1) God, without You behind me all the way, I wouldnt have made it. Having so little confidence in myself didnt help much.. haha.. and from the start, I alr dedicated pdtns to You. Thank You for making it worth it :)

2) Moniza, without her dragging me into all this by bribing me with a cookie and most of the casting with cookies, I wouldnt be here really..

3) Jianhao, my backbone. thanks for super zhao gu-ing me.. you're an amazing nathan.. :)

4) JS.. who always said i am good. GY.. who understood all my business and nonsense and lent me grace's nice black pants. which i am super attached to.. and hw, who came down to support.

5) THE ENSEMBLE :) esp darlings yifish and kishykebabs. haha.. thanks for being part of sg.. amazing bunch of ppl..

many people id like to thanks esp all those who came down to support me.. but im SO SO tired. so im just gg to talk to ppl and slp soon..

this was really life changing :)

erh i signed up for this. but i reserve my rights to complain. been damn tired and busy of late. sleep little, mug test, do proj, go for class, do camp stuff, do PRODUCTIONS. omg. wth.

recess week was a rush of pdtions. and some work. and managed to take a break on one day to blade. was supposed to be a pdtions outing but somehow got pangseh by all the fop ppl so jh and i just went ahead.

then last sat fell ill. damn smart. nv drink enough water got so so dehydrated that i was in damn alot of pain, cldnt even walk arnd. i lost like a few kg of water i think. scary but im back to being undisciplined abt my water intake again..

i shld really by doing my work. urgh. tmr full run. no time to mug

french test and oral was insane.

i feel flat.

the stupid posters are up. like wth man. i like being obscure.

biosem presentation was way scary. but i made new friend in the class. haha.

ogl recruitment just ended this week.. see why this is my hell week. and next week? hai..

i wld like to go to bed properly for once. with all the lights off and the laptop off and not slp on my table.

thursday's headache revisited. in a milder way.. started in the morn.. until just now.. so was happily trying to last the date.. doing work and stuff..

up til the concert.. which was well.. qt tiring but holding on.. aiyarh..

anw, the concert was completely worth the glares from my mum, the potential work done and everything.. was really great and the guitarists look like they wanna kiss their guitars.. well done guanyin! :)

seeing stages just make me feel queasy now..

je ne pense plus a toi.. parce que?

i think.. week before midsem break is nuts.. after the break.. worst probably..

started off with dance dance dance..

anw, forward to wed :) it was FUN. really great cuz we went hc for outreach!! i love hc :) was gg all partriotic the whole day with yif, yunghei and junyi (sometimes).. just went high and jianhao was like :|:| haha cuz we were introduced as the hc people and jianhao haha.. rj kid. but fun fun fun. alice and henghui went too. was like a usp faaaarmily back to the hc faaarmily.

sang all the hc songs! and mass danced with yif who is a lousy councillor cuz he forgot his dance! HEH.

I SAW MY JNRS! 33rd OAC giving counts to their jnrs!! WAH. they look zai.. and.. i miss oac and hc days.. went cam whoring arnd hc and island creamery.. went to 74 bench and oac bench.. creeped out some jnrs and went jumping arnd hc in formal clothes... literally.. jumping to take photo or doing stupid poses.

gg back to hc is like going home.. love the feeling..

gah.. then plunged back to sch on wed for rehearsal.. where ppl CRIED. like :|

and yest had the most fantastic headache..

oh my ive had rehearsal everyday including today.. aiyarh. today was like.. stand in the toilet and scream at the mirror (attempt to reach a super high note) and apologise to ppl who walked in :S im sorry for being weird :( haha

urgh. havent been so insanely tired in a long time.. til i slp and write and fall aslp every other word during my readings. feel like i have no time and im not mugging much.

sent ade off today. people.. leave. i guess.. not v coherent now but its just sad yet, you know there are some ppl who wont go all that far.. hope she liked the present tho.. it all started during last dec hols i rmb haha.

anw.. SLEEP is desired. but maybe ltr.. been dancing and dancing lately..

oh and fasting cld be killing my stomach. irregular meals plus fasting def not a good combi. plus dehyd and lack of slp.. well.. there you have me.

ok pre cny was a mania.. THE SCRIPT FOR SAVING GRACE IS OUTTTT!! means more work for us.. but nyeh at least we're moving forward..

buaya buayi (stalker-stalkee) game by usp.. SO SO fun.. but also v creepy for me :| more ltr..

and and.. cny was fun! was pretty boring the first two days.. day 2 was the ultimate cuz i had a BABY to play with haha.. hes super duper cute! and looks like crayon shinchan haha.. then went to my grandma's hse again and played jungle speed, take 6, saboteur.. fun :) esp saboteur.. oh and uglyuglyugly!! i cant believe joey broke the table larh.. pro.. haha..

then today was brilliant. went to sentosa with ade, cr, hw, gy and js.. was SO SO SO SO nice. haha.. really had such a wonderful day... its been a long time larh.. since we hung out together.. and we are all lovely ppl so we make a good bunch haha.. so its funny how im all tired.. aching.. and thirsty.. and my hand is bruised from volleyball and my face is red like angkukueh, eyes bloodshot.. AND.. im still like !!!! i love today! thank you all for making it :D:D:D:D

then part of the fun-ness came in.. went to my cousin's house to play their Wii. damn fun!!! hahaa. played this funny game called rayman rabbid or something. so hilariously cute and funny!

ok.. im like :D but also drooping with tiredness..

oh oh xiaochong.. i didnt tell you? i thought i did?! oh well.. i lost track of who ive told and who i didnt tell... v good stalking btw.. haha..

frustrated now. wonder why am i the only one always so committed to stuff.. v glad i didnt blow up at jh.. but really, india? one week? when we're due to have fullruns? fantastic. i think ive become more patient :)

ok today was utterly draining. went for a long run this morn. nice.. then had rehearsals. not nice...

who on earth wld want to relive their worst saddest memories in full and act them out like ure back there again. ok. ok. v good. like wth.

then ucc recce. i. cant. sing. when. my. throat. is. like. that. but they still made me. sounded like a monster. a soft monster.

im just highly annoyed and so tired from today. fell aslp reading tmr's biosem reading on the bus.. knocked out completely. still doing now. ARGH. icons and indices and symbols and sign and interpretants. quiz tmr. cant slack off.

im dying

I love you Lord
And I lift my voice
To worship You
O my soul rejoice

Take joy my King
In what You hear
Let it be a sweet sweet sound
In Your ears

ok the previous entry was kind of extreme. i got unpissed in abt.. 15 min.. but i guess i shocked myself.

im missing pgp. but home's good too. except for the lack of a decent running route.. gonna wake up early to run my fav kent ridge park road tmr :) and then got rehearsals, then recce, then maybe get my new year shoes.

peut-être je apprenais oublier.